श्रीरामदूत Hanuman : Experience, Vision & Reality

 

The seasons changed, shastras spoke and yet unspoken is the greatness of Lord Shri Ram and Baba Hanuman. 

In my childhood, I was taken aback by a particular Shri Ram mantra and there were times when a small kid who has no access to TV, world, radio etc was yet again watching a foreigner lady come in my dreams. Through the tides of time and technology, with awareness I came to know of how the world exists, the globe, the countries - everything at the click of the button. So coming back to the dream, I was unaware of what lust means or what nightfall means; but somehow it felt drained in my body. It happened once or twice , and I was already doing the mantra now for almost every breath of my day; and so it happened that in the night across a wide green land a black dark hairy entity was making its way to me in the mode to attack - he was definitely huge and in that moment - I spoke the mantra in my subtle body that rang across the fields like a huge bell echoed and he was stuck mid-air. Even that entity was spell-bounded and was looking as to what has made him stop - stambhit - in his path.

This event paved a path to my curiosity to reach the doors of Baba Hanuman. I tried to do 108 times the Hanuman Chalisa - I tried almost 5-7 times in the duration of next 5-8 years. And almost everytime, I couldn't finish in more than 8, 10, 15 and couldn't do more in a sitting. Time passed and tides ran their course, and soon in next decade I came across a mantra that reached me and it was related to 'Divya Drishti' and I couldn't just make anything of it. No deity name, No Shabar words, just a line that means to say 'inverse which is reverse' - almost just that. I did it and felt it touching my past lives, impacting upon what people find in definitions of subconscious mind.

I did not follow up with that mantra for another few years, and then I decided to see what it does, how it does and why it does what it does. So I did it everyday, and within a span of next five day I was about to see something that would change my life forever. In one night I was pulled in my subtle body to a world almost divine - a loka where Baba Hanuman stood on my right. There was a river with slight different color/tone of water, a small hill and I was looking him up from bottom to top to see how different he looked from the pictures. In the due course of our conversation, he went to the left of my vision and wrote with his hands four bijas on a massive stone and I was induced into the second step of mantra rahasya where the story ends with nothing to tell beyond this.

I couldn't contain my freaky happiness for days. I felt like jumping over the skies. It opened and gave away what felt like impossible to achieve in a million japas of any texts. I have been doing it regularly for the last 6-7 years and finally almost 3-4 months back I got the most precious gift - that mixed itself from my higher self independent of my current existence and my set of panch koshas, subtle and physical body. A power that is verily called by Rishis as Kritya, she's also called mool-shakti or Pratyangira ( This is different from Devi Pratyangira ). Invoking krityas through sadhnas is almost foolish given the context that concept evades a normal sadhaka. This Kritya is in a female form and uses my punya-bala by default for its sustenance. She is unapproachable , incomprehensible and can handle just any hardcore Tantra experts. Even the most accomplished Tantra masters fall to its knees. It's a Kritya that has awakened by the grace of Baba Hanuman.

This closes the chapter of Baba Hanuman experience till date.

And for now, that is where my experience with him stands.