Kali Mata Experiences

 

I want to begin with this line: “Kali is not your average Divine friend. She is fierce and untamed. She clears karmas with speed and brutality. She can flip destiny before it’s even written.”

The Dakshineswar Kali form is actually one of the most Saumya (gentle) forms of Maa—so imagine the rest. Experiences with her can range from karmic clearing in dreams to what feels like “body upgrades,” creating a whole new level of sync with the universe.

I’ve never understood why some people focus on the idea of nakedness as a spiritual concept—like it’s a shortcut for progress in sadhana or a way to overcome desires. My relationship with her has been on and off since childhood: phases of intense japa and searching, followed by long periods of complete silence. But nothing is impossible for her.

For the past two years, I’ve been able to witness her directly—and even then, I don’t understand where this obsession with nakdness comes from. Even seeing her Yoginis and Ganas is already overwhelming for the mind. One can’t simply “digest” that presence, then when these people have time to see the nakdness. So who has the time or capacity to think about anything else? Her presence fills the entire inner space; imagination seems almost irrelevant in comparison. I run short on words to describe how she looks.

I’ve never relied on imagining her form—I’ve always believed in seeing things as they are. Just like I can see you, I should be able to see her. That’s my approach. Nothing else satisfies me.

I’ve written about my experiences with her before, but people shouldn’t judge her. She stands by all her sadhaks. Her karmic cutting is so fast that even the speed of light might shy away—her velocity and her grace are unmatched. One can genuinely go mad in the beauty and intensity of that love.

You can always win her with love. Don’t try to force methods or attempt to “tame” this boundless energy, boundless grace, and boundless beatitude. I am very shy talking about her. Then there's Shamshan Kali that I did next in last two years after I was able to see her. Never called upon that form again. I simply dont have an answer and I have never contemplated why. That was the last step till date into her form. No other forms contemplated or mantra japa done for. May she always protect all as she always protected me.

There are like many forms of Maa Kali. Nobody can contemplate all. And if a room is closed from all sides, not even one ray of light is able to enter and it's pitch dark night outside, then also she's more darker than black.The dark room itself feels lit and she's more darker that the darkness itself. I cannot say she's black and why internet calls her the black goddess. Mata Kali is second in series of Deities that I can see with open eyes, will someday write upon Mata Pratyangira whom I've never been able to see till date and I dont have any wish to do so anytime soon.

Much love and Regards.