Kaal Bhairav Experience : The Presence That Doesn't Move

 

When the whole world goes mad, even more unhinged is the Lord Kaal Bhairav. 

I have been delaying a whole cosmic moments to write upon it. There are stories about my birth, about how I am existing as a human. I am ordinary but I write what I would experience without mentally projecting it through texts or things people have read. I eat, sleep, work and bleed like a human would but not my experiences. I collect them over the whole lot of others that happen. The only moment that expanded or say brought forth the magic was my mother Dhumavati, none other. And in line with other deities, ethereal beings of powers, unknown deities to mankind, and whatever negative exists, I have not actually been more open about my progress.

And so it begins, and I have had visions in my childhood where once I closed my eyes and saw myself moving across the planets - it's the body that sees without eyes, walks without feet, does work without hands and listens without ears. Millions years in human years passed and I opened my eyes to see that time has not moved a minute. Again I closed the eyes, and I saw more of the journeys where I am moving across planets and I cannot undo what all I saw - the expanse was more than anything I could ever speak upon. That's why I say Guru is Guru and Experience is Guru. Four times I closed my eyes and on each time, I saw a whole ton of travels across planets and galaxies. Time had not moved even minutes on my watch and by the time I saw for the fourth time, only 2-3 minutes had passed on the clock. I never bothered to tell anyone and I could not simply make anything out of it. A simple fracture of reality that kept my interest alive over the years from my childhood. I could read in later years that Kundalini moved like ants crawling and I could connect with that experience on the truest experience. Thanks to the layered existence that I never really lost my mind and was a normal human kid growing up. In my later years when I had grown up, I again saw the same travel scene in one of my experiences when I was doing Dhumavati Upasana. Exact scenes, exact sequencing that made sense now.

I was in Maharashtra in early 2025 where Mother explained a lot on how experiences of other nodes of same soul can be experienced. The spark remains the same, but experienced in multitudes of existence. 14 Bhuvans or planes of existence exist and many souls in this journey go through rigorous tests to obtain more expanded existence where they are allowed to exist in more than one plane only if they pass the test over lifetimes. I was too crazy to even understand it and thought of asking if it's experiential or just to know-basis. Mother said sleep today and expect Baba Kaal Bhairav. I have never done Bhairav Upasanas in this lifetime, many of my fellow brother disciples have done proper 41 days rituals of Baba Kaal Bhairav. Some have done 5 such sadhnas, some have done 2. I wasn't just looking for Bhairav Sadhnas, I was happy with all that I have experienced in terms of Mother and other sadhnas that my Guru made me do. Through the success in two sadhnas was like a combined effect of Baba Kaal Bhairav. One where a complete Mahakali Sadhna mantra invoked Kaal-Bhairav and Mahakali in the same mantra and another in Shiv Mahamohini Mantra where Bhairav was invoked first and then the mantra starts. Other than that only simply invoking Baba Bhairav in any Sadhnas before actual starting the Sadhna Mantra. So I wasn't expecting nothing and was left almost clueless as to what would happen. I slept like I usually do, and Mother came and sent me to what seemed like a Loka and I was in first person view. I could look at my hands and my body, and I begin walking that loka which wasn't a round or flat earth - a completely different topography. And I was informed that I have to cross the inner circle like some Z+ security zones and I would not write the total number of them but I had to literally walk and not fly in that expanded zone of that Loka. Each tier had a Gana/General/Head of that tier and if I ever see them in real life - my whole blood would freeze. I crossed each tier of that loka and would watch closely the Gana/General/Head of that tier; none of the faces and body structure matched anything remotely human but still appearing somewhat like human type standing pose and they were too inherently looking back at me and finally I crossed the final tier to move upon the main top place where Lord of Time, Lord of Boundaries - Baba Kaal Bhairav was sitting on a throne and embraced me like he knew me from before. I cannot explain that vision of him, he isn't like the one seen in sculptures, and his background shine was as if multi-million suns are shining from behind him. Though I am skipping the part where the conversation happened, at last he bid me adieu and asked me to close my eyes and I would return safely back to my body. I belonged to him even before this birth and this was the most chilliest experience ever.

A lot has changed after that visit, I am still more inclined to explore more of myself. Fast forward to the mid of 2025, I was literally arranged for a visit to Kashi. And when I was in Kashi, my Keralite friend asked me to visit Vikrant Bhairav like he did the same almost few years back. I had no plans and somehow by next one month, another travel was arranged for Ujjain. I visited Vikrant Bhairav place alone in the day from my place I was staying. The experience was beyond words and the energy was almost vibrant. I did all my basic mantras for a while when I stood at that place and finally called upon Dhumavati Mata and this alone felt very easy and forthcoming unlike the usual delay at times. I loved the place to its entirety and among visits to all the main temples in Ujjain, I would mention the visit to Bhukhi Mata Mandir which was unheard even before coming to Ujjain. And before coming from Vikrant Baba, I asked him to be always with me. Such grace and peace is upon that place. On Bhairav Ashtmi in 2025, I got a visit from a General/Gana of Baba Vikrant Bhairav and he did had a Mund-Mala ( it wasn't remotely looking human heads) around his neck; and I couldn't fathom his fun jibes that he choose to not show his face, instead he had a face appearing just like me with no beard or moustache ; with almost a glow that made the whole face shining from within.

That's my experience as it happened in context of Baba Kaal-Bhairav Bhagwan and Vikrant Bhairav. May you all also share the experiences, I felt finally compelled after somebody posted to write their Baba Bhairav experiences.